"hi. its ncholes. welcome to my world."

Nicole, cole, ncholes, nicoleyoleyo, whatev you prefer. It’s always been easy to describe who I am and what im all about. However, right now in my life I find myself discovering and unraveling so many things at such a rapid speed I can’t seem to put it all together yet. Im filled with passion for people and life. im emotional. i embrace everyone I meet, yet trust very few. What you see is what you get. I look for the holes in society and try to jump in them and understand. I just want to do my part for humanity. I want to give back to life. im grateful for everything I’ve touched and how the scars or gains have helped me grow into the person I am at this moment. A teacher once told me that we may not remember what people said or what people did but we always seem to remember how they made us feel. So I’ve made the driving force behind my actions to be the desire to make people feel good. Because everyone deserves to feel good. But honesty will always come first."They danced down the streets like dingledodies, and I shambled after as I've been doing all my life after people who interest me, because the only people for me are the mad ones, the ones who are mad to live, mad to talk, mad to be saved, desirous of everything at the same time, the ones who never yawn or say a commonplace thing, but burn, burn, burn like fabulous yellow roman candles exploding like spiders across the stars and in the middle you see the blue centerlight pop and everybody goes "Awww!"